Thursday, June 13, 2019

We all have a story to tell whether we whisper or yell....




Hunter is 7. He was 2 pounds at birth and his story is a complicated one, to say the least. But oh, it’s a good one! It’s a story full of surprises and predictability… joy and fear… knowns and unknowns… and miracles. So many miracles. We hear in the special needs community that our child’s story isn’t ours to tell… that parts of their story should be private or told only when and if our children decide to tell them. Maybe this is true… but I’m starting to think that perhaps time has taught us otherwise as Hunter’s parents.

Hunter somehow has the greatest joy amidst his 23 medical specialists and multiple diagnoses that qualify him as ‘special needs’, however I stand firm in my belief that his hatred for Target is in fact our greatest challenge… one this Mama continues to build an arsenal of ‘survival techniques’ for on a weekly basis!



I had such high hopes on that Tuesday morning! We had successfully gotten through one doctor’s appointment and Hunter was his usual, joyful self in the car. As I pulled into the parking lot I had my sights set on that adrenaline filled power-walk through the Target Dollar Spot! We could do this! Little did I know that today would be a ‘green calculator’ day and not a ‘red one’.

With the red calculator and the tiny hands of my 2 little boys in my larger ones, we started our trek through the handicapped parking spots and as I saw those bright red cement balls and double doors getting ready to welcome me, Hunter stopped mid-stride…. his feet spread in his ‘combat stance’, his body pulled back ever so slowly until our joined hands were stretched as far as they could go, and my grip got tighter as he lowered all 50 pounds of himself on to that brightly painted blue wheelchair on the parking lot pavement before he let out his combat scream.

Hunter. Was. Ticked.

Now you must understand that our son is non-verbal in the sense that he has limited words, however our son communicates extremely well. And very loudly. As his ‘expressiveness’ grew louder on that warm pavement it was my job to decipher why he was there in the first place. In our normal routine, Abe and I closed in so we could give him space to express himself safely. He yelled and carried on for about 274 minutes… ok ok, for 3 minutes but if you’ve ever been ‘that mom’, standing on the blue wheelchair in the Target parking lot, you know how long that 3 minutes feels! 

As he threw the red calculator across to the next spot in true ‘hopscotch’ fashion, he communicated quite clearly that it wasn’t a ‘red day’. I took this time to calmly talk to my non-verbal son about how we’d walk back to the car when he was finished and get his green calculator, how I understood that he was frustrated but we needed to get milk and bread and peanut butter and even some lollipops for a special treat so we had to find a way to calm down and do our shopping.

All the while I was taking inventory of our surroundings while trying desperately to push down the intense feelings of failure and humiliation and even fear that I was feeling as I imagined what we looked like to those who were observing our moment; the ambulance was parked out front, meaning that our local paramedics were doing their daily and well-deserved coffee run…. a sweet older couple was walking to their car…. a mom with a newborn was headed inside…. a teenager was pulling in and I wondered why she wasn’t in school… a woman who could be a grandma was talking on her phone in her car….

Hunter started to calm down so I helped him up, fixed the hearing aid that had come loose, straightened his glasses, gave him a squeeze to tell him I was proud of him, gave Abe a squeeze and told him I was proud of him, too, took the hands of my 2 little boys once again, walked quickly back to the car to get the green calculator, and headed into the store where we bypassed the Dollar Spot and forgot to get the milk…. but we made it! On our way out of the store about 472 minutes later… ok ok, about 13 minutes later… that woman who could be a grandma stopped me at the double doors;

“Here it comes… ” I thought to myself.

“You did a great job, Mom. Those boys are so lucky that God chose you to be their mom.”
The laundry list of what I could and should have done better was already running through my head… it had been for over 16 minutes. Her words soothed my anxious heart and gave me the nerve to walk across that blue painted wheelchair one more time and get my boys home.

Here’s what I’ve learned; our son tells his own story well… and your sweet thing probably does too! Whether it’s his hearing aids, her glasses, a wheelchair, braces on his legs, a speech impediment, a turn of the head or silly sounds they make, that swim diaper or life jacket at the pool on a child who seems a little too old, the repetitive noises, or the tantrums on the blue painted wheelchair, they are true story tellers. But the story they’re telling is a hard one to tell without someone to fill in the blanks…. the details. It is so tempting at times for me to push down the frustration I feel when I know someone ‘just doesn’t get it’…. but then I have to ask myself if I’ve given them a chance to.

A few weeks ago we ‘introduced’ our Hunter to our community on social media. It was terrifying. But the truth is, Hunter is the best story-teller… we’re just doing our best to build our arsenal of tools so we can create a life for him that is safe, full, and understood. We’re filling in the details of the story he is already telling.

You were chosen to be this precious child’s parent…. everyone else was chosen to be their community. Come alongside your child and tell that amazing story… let your Village in on the details. Give that “could- be grandma” a chance to see that it’s just a green calculator day and not a red one…  and give yourself and that sweet baby of yours a chance to soak up the safety, encouragement, and understanding she has to offer when she has just a few more details to go on. Those green calculator days don’t feel so lonely when your community is in on the secret… and those red calculator days are that much sweeter!



Lindsay Smith is wife to Joey, Mama to 5 babies; 3 heartgrown through adoption, 1 homegrown through biology, and 1 waiting in Heaven. She is an advocate for special needs parenting, open adoption, miscarriage, and every Mama … because we all need just a little extra grace. "From His fullness we have all recieved grace upon grace." John 1:16. She writes and tells stories at On Loan FromHeaven on Facebook and at www.OnLoanFromHeaven.com .

Thursday, June 6, 2019

We all share the same sun... but not the same sunset

I watched this man do his (seemingly super strange) ‘exercises’ for over an hour while we were at dinner one night last year in Florida. I've watched this video so many times since that trip and I've replayed our conversation in my head... He never stopped moving his arms, but once in a while he would let his hips in the action too.... he struck me as so funny at the time! 



After dinner, Joey got the check and I walked across the street to get a photo of the killer sunset before it was gone (it was incredible!!!!) and he said ‘hi’ so I said ‘hi’ back.... and it hit me that I had watched this man do over an hour of more ‘exercise’ than I had done (or am now allowed to do) in weeks and so I told him so! His reply stopped me in my tracks- 

“I drove an hour to get here, to this spot... to watch this sunset. It’s the best one around even though we all share the same sunset- it does matter where you are and where you look.’ 

Ugh. 

So I said.... ‘you seem insightful so I’m going to ask you- why these motions? Why this place? Why the sunset?’ 

His reply- 

‘I had a massive heart attack not long ago- I’m not supposed to be here. At this place. Right now. My doctor gave me movements to do and told me to do them in a place that makes me happy, so here I am- it may be a drive but I’m alive and I’m moving and I’m happy! I don’t know if I’ll make it to tomorrow so I’ll do 20 more than my count tonight for good measure.’ 

I asked him if he knew Jesus. 

He said ‘I’m here, aren’t I?’ 

And he smiled at me in the moonlight. 

I told him he was a blessing to me- I told him that I’m learning so much about life right now and that I’m thankful for his- I’m thankful I met him. 

He said ‘I’ll be praying for you- for many sunsets to come.’ 

Guys- we don’t know people’s stories unless we ask but man, it’s so easy to judge. I sure did. He looked like a beach loon! 

But also- none of us should be here. He taught me so much- SEE people, value them, count your every movement... and do a few more than you're supposed to... listen to the people who love you, go where you’ll be happy, and never be afraid to be you- even if you look like a loon. Live. 

God gave you this life. Live it for Him and you will truly live.

It took me a year to be able to reformat, load and share this video with you... I'm trusting in His timing; for both of us!

Monday, October 29, 2018

URGENT- Baby Boy Needs Family By FRIDAY!!


* This is a SPECIAL NEEDS placement and this is NOT the same baby that was posted by Spence Chapin... I have done my best to start this research for you and have linked to all pertinent information within this post. Educate yourself... no one has time to do it for you ;-)

* If you do not have a CURRENT, VALID HOME STUDY, are not approved for special needs, and are not ready to travel quickly, DO NOT APPLY for this situation.

* I am not representing this baby or this situation... I am simply doing what I can do direct anyone who's heart is pulled at this baby's story to the one's who are caring for him. Comments questioning issues around fees or First Parents will be deleted.

* The following is ALL of the information I have about this situation.

A precious baby boy's First Family is desperately searching for his forever family! Baby Boy was born recently and he has been diagnosed with Prader Willi Syndrome. Baby Boy will be released from the hospital FRIDAY, NOVEMBER 2, 2018 and NEEDS HIS FOREVER FAMILY TO BE THERE TO TAKE PLACEMENT OF HIM! 

A few things to consider before requesting further information about Baby Boy;

* Family MUST BE HOME STUDY READY
* Family MUST BE READY TO TRAVEL
* Family MUST BE OPEN TO SOME LEVEL OF COMMUNICATION WITH BABY BOY'S FIRST FAMILY AS HE GROWS
* Baby Boy will qualify for adoption assistance
* He is located on the East Coast

YOU, my friends have found DOZENS of families for precious babies right here at On Loan From Heaven.... and 2 of them had Prader Willi Syndrome. Those precious little ones are growing and thriving and we are SO thankful for your determination and faithfulness in sharing their stories!

If YOU believe you could be Baby Boy's Forever Family and you fit the above criteria, please email ...


sara@specialangelsadoption.org


If you are not in a place to bring this boy into your home, I NEED YOUR HELP!!

Click 'SHARE'. 

Your share could be the one that finds it's way to the eyes and hearts of this baby's family.

And pray.

YOU are His hands and feet. He is faithful when we have faith in His plan.

I can't thank you enough.... and I can't wait to share with you when this baby boy is HOME!!!



Tuesday, October 23, 2018

So I lost a baby. Please... just call me Mom.

Losing a baby- in any way, whether it be via the devastating realization of infertility, a terrifying miscarriage, a painful still birth or child loss, or a heartbreaking changed adoption plan changes a person.

I have yet to talk to a Mama who struggled through the challenges of infertility who doesn’t wonder if she ever lost a baby. In a true and honest conversation, almost every woman wonders if ‘medicine missed it’ or if ‘God was trying to protect her’ .... but she wonders if she’ll walk through Heaven’s gates and be greeted by a baby she never knew she was missing. My own Mama and I have had this same conversation many times. How many women are haunted by this question that simply cannot be answered this side of Heaven? She wonders ‘why me?!’ Her body has failed her.... has failed her husband. She has failed her husband. Surely she has done something so horrible in her past to ‘deserve this.’ Surely God loves ‘her’ more than He loves me. So we cry out to Jesus ... and it changes us.

Losing a baby- at any stage in pregnancy or delivery or life changes the very makeup of our existence. Who we are, how we are built, how we think, and even holds the potential to change what we believe. Does it matter if life is lost in the warmth and should-be safety of a Mama’s belly ..... or within reach of her strong and should-be safe arms? Both are loving... both are intrinsically desperate to protect and nurture the life that has been entrusted to her, yet somehow that isn’t the plan. Regardless of the details and circumstances, lives lost under the seemingly carefully watchful eye of a Mama lead to Mamas who feel like they failed their babies. Their body failed, their arms failed, they failed their calling.... they are unworthy. So we cry out to Jesus... we struggle to find our worth, which we are truly only able to find in Him.... but still, He seems so far away sometimes.... and we are changed.

A changed adoption plan ‘seems trivial’, some may say. A changed adoption plan is a change in plans- just like any other family planning. For some, it is the very life vest that was thrown at the exact time to save a Mama’s hope and renew her spirit. The plan that God used to MAKE her a Mama: to let her know she hasn’t been forgotten- that her baby will come. To some it is the vessel He uses to forge a new path- to change direction for a family that isn’t clear: to confirm or deny ‘open or closed’ or ‘here or there’ or ‘one or more’. A changed adoption plan always symbolizes a Mama becoming a Mama.... but maybe not the Mama who thought it would be her. Her turn. It’s never bad.... it just doesn’t make sense. And so this Mama cries out to Jesus and asks ‘why?!?’ but in yet a different tone- and she, too crawls in His lap and trusts in His complicated and seemingly nonsensical plan.... and she is changed.

Infertility..... miscarriage.... still birth.... infant loss.... child loss. We are changed. We will never be the same.

“I will not cause pain without allowing something new to be born!”
Isaiah 66:9


Isn’t that His point?

The pain of losing our #3 is still fresh- our infertility journey still haunts me. I birthed a healthy baby and I still call myself infertile .... by the way, we have at least 5 babies now; 4 here with us and at least 1 in Heaven (more, of you ask me, but I don’t have proof so.....). Am I grateful? Of course. Beyond. I’m blown away by His mercy and grace and by the goodness of His plan! I’m thankful for the things I didn’t see! But yet- I still wonder what parts of that journey changed me.... changed my marriage. Sometimes it’s a distant numbness and ache and sometimes it comes crashing over me and I can’t possibly see it coming. It’s a memory or a scent ... something someone says or does. I don’t have a photo with all my babies in it. Some days, that reality is sheer torture.

I know you hurt, Mama. I do, too. I don’t think it ever goes away. But what has been born from that pain? Have you seen it?! You have to let yourself see.... you have to let Him show you!

Do NOT let that pain be for nothing, precious friend! Do not waste the story He wrote for you while you wait for your turn to meet that baby .... don’t you dare let wasted time be part of the story you tell him or her!

“No, in all these things we are MORE than conquerors through Him who loved us!”
Romans 8:37


Conquer this part of your story. Conquer this part of the story of your marriage ... of your other babies.... of your future children.... don’t waste it. it all starts with you! It isn’t the same without him... or her... or them.

It’s not lost on me that sometimes, in the quiet and still... in the dark, in the car, in the shower.... this is so so hard to hold on to. I know. Our worth here on this side of Heaven is so hard to find and trust and believe.... even when we know in our hearts that HE loves us enough... those lies dig deep.

I know. So hear me, friend. I know. Sometimes we just need to know that someone knows.

What do we have in common? We’re all Mamas. We all hurt. We’ve all been given this incredible charge- we are loved, we are called to love, and we are called to pass that love on.

We are changed.... because of that love.

“We love because He first loved us.”
1 John 4:19


You are loved. And your baby is not forgotten.



Thursday, August 10, 2017

ONFH Babies!

On Loan From Heaven and all of our readers have been entrusted with the incredible honor of finding families for dozens of special babies over the years.... AND we have found a family for EVERY SINGLE ONE!!! It is our honor and privilege to watch these babies grow and see the dreams their First Mama's had for them being fulfilled through the faith of our readers and theses babies' Forever Families! 

It is an honor to introduce you to On Loan From Heaven's most precious babies!!!



Sweet Baby Wyatt's family got to him as quickly as they could upon learning that they were HIS FOREVER FAMILY!! This precious boy has thrived with the support and love from his brothers, sisters, and Mommy and Daddy and is reaching far beyond what was 'expected' of him not long ago. Please visit Wyatt's mommy's Usborne Books Page to see how you can support them as they navigate his medical needs and the continued growth of their family! 






Baby Z's story will have to speak for itself.... please please read his amazing miracle-story here. This sweet little fighter became a piece of my (Lindsay's) heart and his Mommy quickly stole another small part! It was a joy to walk through this season with such a precious boy and his family! Please visit Baby Z's Mommy's page to watch him growhttps://www.facebook.com/anitacmiron/!




Sweet Baby 'AZ' was diagnosed with Down Syndrome at birth and when we set out to find his Forever Family, YOU did not disappoint!!! Sweet Corbin's Forever Family was by his side within 24 hours and while they are absolutely smitten, HE has proven that health only grows with love. While still tiny, this fighter is growing leaps and bounds! 





*** If your family has grown through a post on our page, please email OnLoanFromHeaven@yahoo.com ! We'd love to feature you and any page you'd like us to support! **


Baby Wyatt

UPDATE;

YOU FOUND HIS FAMILY!!!! Baby W is HOME!!!!!




Monday, August 7, 2017

URGENT- BABY BOYS NEEDS A FAMILY ASAP!



UPDATE;

We have recieved over 40 Home Studies and emails from families who are desperate to get their hands on the sweet boy we posted about last night.... FORTY!!!!!

You guys. GOD IS SO GOOD!!!! YOU are also so good!

Please give me some time to sort through these emails in order to see if we have his Forever Family somewhere within those 40 emails.... I will either refresh the post or post an update when his family has been found!

THANK YOU!!!!!!!!

Thursday, August 3, 2017

URGENT- BABY NEEDS A FAMILY BY MONDAY!

**PLEASE PLEASE SHARE**

IF THIS BABY DOES NOT HAVE A FOREVER FAMILY BY MONDAY, AUGUST 7, 2017, HE WILL BE PLACED IN STATE CARE. 

DO NOT LET THIS HAPPEN!!!!



* This is a SPECIAL NEEDS placement... I have done my best to start this research for you and have inked to all pertinent information within this post, however Baby Boy's needs are extensive and much is unknown; PLEASE do your own research before inquiring about him. Educate yourself... no one has time to do it for you ;-)



* If you do not have a CURRENT, VALID HOME STUDY, are not approved for special needs, and are not ready to travel quickly, DO NOT APPLY for this situation.



* I am not representing this baby or this situation... I am simply doing what I can do direct anyone who's heart is pulled at this baby's story to the one's who are caring for him. Comments questioning issues around fees or First Parents will be deleted.


* The following is ALL of the information I have about this situation.

A special family is desperately needed BY MONDAY, AUGUST 7, 2017 for a 4 week old baby boy that suffered a brain bleed in utero. Part of his brain was without oxygen before they could deliver him and his official diagnosis is HIE (Hypoxic Ischemic Encephalopathy). This sweet boy also has a heart condition that will require surgery when he is 6 months to a year old. Due to his brain injury his future is unknown..... he may not walk or talk and he may be blind or deaf.  Baby Boy's First Mama wants a closed adoption but would like to find a family who will do everything they can do help this sweet boy reach his fullest potential.

* Family MUST BE HOME STUDY READY
* Family MUST BE READY TO TRAVEL
* Baby Boy is located in Texas
* Family CANNOT be located in NY
* Reps for Baby Boy will assist Forever Family in applying for SSI and Adoption Subsidies
Fees are $12,000 and do not include finalization, travel, or post placement visits

This precious baby boy is in need of lifelong care, a family who will devote themselves to helping him reach his very highest potential, and who believe with everything in them that he does, in fact have enormous potential. Because he does.

Here's the thing, friends..... while the SCARIEST part of his story is all of the tremendous 'unknown'....this is also the very BEST part of his story!!! 'Unknown' leaves room for SO MUCH POTENTIAL! And this is when God shows up the biggest and best and most on behalf of His precious babies!

If you would like to know more about bringing this precious boy into your family, please email your home study to Sara@SpecialAngelsAdoption.org .

If this sweet boy isn't the right fit for your family right now, PLEASE click 'share' so we can continue searching for his forever family! They're out there... and I so strongly believe that we will find them! We are running out of time and I know how you guys work... if anyone can find this baby's family, it's YOU! 

Thank you for being HIS hands and feet on behalf of this most precious creation!

Thursday, July 27, 2017

URGENT- Special Needs Baby Boy Needs His Forever Family!

UPDATE- BABY BOY IS WITH HIS FOREVER FAMILY!!! YOU DID IT!!!!

**PLEASE PLEASE SHARE**



* This is a SPECIAL NEEDS placement... I have done my best to start this research for you and have inked to all pertinent information within this post, however Baby Boy's needs are extensive and much is unknown; PLEASE do your own research before inquiring about him. Educate yourself... no one has time to do it for you ;-)



* If you do not have a CURRENT, VALID HOME STUDY, are not approved for special needs, and are not ready to travel quickly, DO NOT APPLY for this situation.



* I am not representing this baby or this situation... I am simply doing what I can do direct anyone who's heart is pulled at this baby's story to the one's who are caring for him. Comments questioning issues around fees or First Parents will be deleted.


* The following is ALL of the information I have about this situation.

A special family LOCATED IN THE NORTHEAST is desperately needed for a 6 week old baby boy that was born with Hydrocephaly and with additional complications that could result in Cerebral Palsy. This is a private adoption and Baby Boy's First Mama would like to find a family who will agree to an open adoption with visits.


* Family MUST BE HOME STUDY READY
* Family MUST BE READY TO TRAVEL
* Family must be in a Northeast state, as required by Baby Boy's First Mama
* Family CANNOT be located in NY, NJ, or Delaware
* Fees are $14,000 and do not include finalization, travel, or post placement visits


This precious baby boy  is in need of lifelong care, a family who will devote themselves to helping him reach his very highest potential, and who believe with everything in them that he does, in fact have enormous potential. Because he does.


Fees are $14,000 and have already been reduced as much as possible. Fees do not include finalization in the adoptive parent's home state or travel and travel expenses.

If you would like to know more about bringing this precious boy into your family, please email your home study to Sara@SpecialAngelsAdoption.org .

If this sweet boy isn't the right fit for your family right now, PLEASE click 'share' so we can continue searching for his forever family! They're out there... and I so strongly believe that we will find them! We are running out of time and I know how you guys work... if anyone can find this baby's family, it's YOU! 

Thank you for being HIS hands and feet on behalf of this most precious creation!

Monday, June 12, 2017

Baby Z


I spent the first 4 weeks of Baby Z's life with him... I witnessed his first breath as I wiped down his precious First Mama's forehead with a cold washcloth while she so bravely pushed... I witnessed her very last moments with the life she had so lovingly sustained within her.

I snuggled him daily, I bonded with his nurses and doctors while we all did our best to get to know a seemingly-complicated little guy who was changing our lives without us even knowing... I cried out to Jesus to help me find his family. I prayed for his First Mama who's heart was broken ...I prayed that she would find peace in the life-changing and life-giving decision she made for her son...

 I prayed that I would live up to the profound responsibility she entrusted to me.


I prayed for his Forever Family, wherever they were. I knew Jesus was preparing their hearts for this precious miracle... I prayed that the magnitude of the story of his life would be evident to them... I prayed that they would take comfort in knowing that he was loved from day 1... that he never went a single second without a family...

In fact, his family grew daily as myself, Ms. Allison and Mrs. Dana took turns spending time with this precious life... as we did our best to pour love into him... not realizing that HE was the one changing US with every second that passed by.

Baby Boy's First Mama made a beautiful plan for his life and his arrival was anticipated by so many! God took a little time to reveal the intricate details of His plan for this little boy and so we patiently waited, honored to be his official snugglers until it was time to tell the world the story of one of God's most precious creations....

about a little boy who we lovingly named 'Baby Z'.

We shared Baby Z's story with you on June 2, 2017 and asked you for a few simple favors...

Read. Pray. Share.


But let's take it back a few days to May 24, 2017 when Anita Miron posted a viral photo of her, her sweet girl Scarlett, and her precious son Jack on Facebook. The Miron family lost their son at 32 weeks on May 24, 2016. Shortly after losing Jack, the Mirons lost their second sweet boy, William at 20 weeks. Their open hearts, passion for special needs, and decision to grow their family through adoption while carrying on the legacy of their 2 boys caught the attention of ABC who posted their story on June 2, 2017.


Baby Z's First Mama entrusted her future and the future of her son to Colores Adoptions. My role as Family Services Manager for Colores Adoptions and the influence YOU all have when you share these special babies on this blog joined forces on June 2, 2017 when Baby Z's story went live in your hearts and computers.

10,000 shares. 350,000 views. 72 inquiries to date.

But that first one.

That first email;

"In a nutshell we have lost two babies in utero. Both were lost by a chord accident. Our first who we lost at 32 weeks had Down syndrome. We had prepared ourselves for him. We had opened our hearts to special needs. We were ready. So we have decided to extend that love to someone who needs it. ~ Anita"

Anita woke up on June 2, 2017 to a frantic message from her sweet friend, Cate who shared with her Ms. Allison's post about Baby Z that linked back here to his story...

Isn't that just like our God?!

A moment to read... a heartfelt prayer... a simple share.

You, my precious friends once again faithfully and obediently allowed yourselves to be used in one of the most profound and miraculous stories that Jesus has ever written.

It is my greatest joy and honor to introduce you to Baby Z... now and forever named Baby Warren Miron.

He is a life-changer. He is a world-changer. He has forever changed me.

His Forever Family is blessed beyond measure.



"He predestined us for adoption as sons through Jesus Christ, according to the purpose of His will."
Ephesians 1:5


"And whoever welcomes one such child in my name also welcomes me."
Matthews 18:5



"For you created my inmost being; your knitted me together in my mother's womb."
Psalm 139:13


"I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made!"
Psalm 139:14


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Dozens of inquiries have been received from families who are genuinely ready to welcome a special needs baby into their hearts and home. It has proven to be a huge and difficult task to respond to each inquiry, however all home studies and contact information has been saved for future special needs babies who need a family. If you or someone you know are home study approved, please email BabyZ2017@yahoo.com and we will include you in our new special needs database.

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If you are an expecting mama who is considering if adoption could be the right choice for you and your baby, please email OnLoanFromHeaven@yahoo.com

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Baby Z's representing adoption agency; Colores Adoptions

Baby Z's North Carolina attorney; The Micosky Law Group

On Loan From Heaven Facebook page

Photo Credit; Allison Fowler Photography

Anita Miron's Facebook Page